why won’t you ever know
You see this? All this shit? It’s not your fault.
No. No you don’t.
tardisstolemymind asked: Why tho? Why do you feel like everyone is perfect when they isn't? Me being here can change any moment.. How my experiences can help iin the future, when my life is sitting in front of a laptop and smoking and drinking? I have nothing and it won't help me anywhere, How I'm gonna contribute to the world? By living?
Human beings are perfectly imperfect. You will fail, triumph, love, hate, laugh, cry, hurt and be hurt, annoy and be annoyed and that’s what makes each and every being perfect. We take our life experiences and shape and remodel them and then share them will our fellow human beings and apply them to the future. So you are a walking miracle of blood, guts, and sheer unadulterated HUMAN. You are fragments of any person you hold dear and those you don’t. You have little pieces of teacher, friends, parents, strangers, that one barista at the coffee shop you frequent. And that is AMAZING. And there are people out there made up of little pieces of whoever they have interacted with and some of those little pieces that make them who they are, came from you. Maybe you inspired them to do something. Maybe you only introduced them to tumblr or a new tv show. But you have had a profound effect on someone and I think it’s beautiful. All we can do is keep clawing, crawling, and screaming through this life until we make it. Life isn’t fair or easy, but nothing worth it ever is. So keep on trying and you’ll get their eventually.
christmascarowley asked: thank you so much,i really appreciate it<3 i'm just freaking out right now and i'm not sure why.
No worries. :) sometimes it happens. Have a good night
I have always wondered what would happen with an infinite loop in all directions…
Ugh. I just got all four wisdom teeth removed. My mouth hurts, my face is bruised and I’m so bored. I’m not allowed to leave my bed. I guess I’ll just marathon supernatural again.
— (via cdeathhh)